Another blog full of random thoughts

Another day, another bout with boredom. I'm beginning to feel as if my life is stuck on "pause" right now. Each day that passes without so much as a response on the job front is getting a little more disheartening. Is there some fatal flaw on my resume? I mean honestly? I don't know. Thing is, I don't even know if journalism is my calling. Sure I'd love to talk sports on t.v. but I feel as though that might get a little repetitive. I was thinking earlier today about how awesome it would be to have a day, week, month, whatever dedicated to doing whatever it was I wanted to do. Think about it. What if for a 2 week period, everyday you woke up and asked yourself: what do I want to do today, and you just did it. How fulfilling would that be. I think that'd be one of the best times of your life. How could it not be? If I had Bill Gates money, I would make a life out of this. 

So I'm getting a little sick of using the phrase "if only". As in if only i had done this, then maybe this would have happened. Screw that. I don't have time to regret things anymore. It's crazy how certain music can instantly bring you back to the first time you heard it, or the period of time that you listened to it a lot. I'm really tired right now so I'm going to bed. I'll write more tomorrow.